What has to happen for me to be totally happy…

Out the door to go burn some calories...

Out the door to go burn some calories…

Upon returning today from my exercise class…every Friday morning I really so don’t want to go, but once I am there dancing and lifting 2 pound weights, I am so glad I made the trip.  I feel re-energized and up in tune with the world.

So after I had my lunch today, I started pondering about our human nature, inspired by an episode in one of my soap operas…It is so amazing that we humans are always looking at our neighbor’s “greener” grass, thinking that if I get a bigger house…a fancy car…the perfect closet with designers’ clothes…the people we love dearly back into our lives…the perfect boyfriend or girlfriend…just the right job…a warmer place in the Caribbean (that’s probably my brain being activated)…the perfect body…and so many other “perfect” things.  I think we get the idea.

But…that’s not the contract we signed before arriving at this destination.  What contract are you talking about?  That’s you saying to me…then I say…Oh yes, we did sign a contract before departing the heavenly Lo La Land where everything was perfect…but we were checking all our good fortunes against the neighbor’s and voila…here we are in this perfect…yes…perfect world.

There are a few things that if I had in my life…I think I could be happier, peppier and better looking.  I have a ginormous ego.  It’s ok, I can handle it.  But…when the humble, angelic little Noury takes over, I am the happiest person on the planet.  All it takes is my tiara to be straight on top of my head and my tutu ready for the dance…the dance of life.

Life is not easy, but then I don’t remember anyone telling me that it was going to be.  Some things are definitely for sure…There’s always going to be change…nothing is permanent…and that we certainly we are going to die…and that life will go on.  As long as I remember those principles, I breathe a little bit easier.  Oh yes, the most important…I am to be grateful for all that has been, is, and will be in my life.  Everything and everyone that has touched my life has been a blessing, either as a lesson or to give more significance to my walk on this journey.

We are supposed to be facing a winter storm with some snow…I would rather be in Virgin Gorda, British Virgin Islands…but this is where I am supposed to be right now.  I fully don’t know why…but as for me and my house…we trust that my Creator knows the reasons, and that’s more than enough for me.

The muses have been very kind today, they called from Key West and re-arranged my neurons for a few minutes.  Grateful for that.

Hugs…Abrazos,

When I leave planet earth…things left undone…

 

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I was pondering while preparing my salad just a few minutes ago…I like to leave it alone until I get really hungry and it gets to be room temperature.

Back to the pondering…I do that a lot!  While slicing the cantaloupe I thought that when I depart this world, I want to leave with nothing left undone that I have always wanted to do.  Wow!  That’s a major thing to keep on pondering on…so now I made a list…and I was surprised that there are only three things, and one that I don’t have any control whatsoever…so I am leaving that one to the goddesses of my good fortune to help me accomplish that and…maybe get some answers to some questions…

The three things on that list are all doable…some of them I am already doing…like continue to study languages…French, German, Italian and Portuguese, and the history of art per se.

The other two I am going to keep to myself, because there’s one of you that will start putting deadlines on me, and then that’s when my rebellious spirit shows up and screws things up.  I have decided that surprising myself with what I say and what I do is a new style I am adopting…hey, when you get to be my age, you are the boss.

My neurons are being so sarcastic right now that I can’t even stand them myself.  One whole year…so many hours, minutes and seconds and so little to do…

I wish you all the best attitude, happiness and great health to accomplish your dreams and fantasies.

Yeah, that one wish is kind of a fantasy that keeps me smiling when I think of it.  I am old, not out of circulation!

Hugs…Abrazos…

Christmas Spirit…Welcome Home!

dscn0741This is a so much better picture than the last one, when I was all discombobulated.

Now I feel like I look in the picture…in balance, happy and a bit regal.  Yes, I feel like a princess most of the time.

I am stuck!  Nowhere to go…the annoying muses have left for Florida and all I have left here in my little castle is my disappearing neurons and my fingers typing anything, just for the sake of typing.

So…tomorrow I am going to my exercise class, went to my guitar lesson last Tuesday, went shopping today…wow! this is the worst it has ever been.  Not willing to take a nap, because I just had two 72% dark chocolate squares, so my eyes are popping out…have placed an emergency call to the muses down in South Beach, but they blocked me on their phones.  Up the creek and no paddle.  There goes the royal look and intention to have an elegant and balanced posting.

Now, now, this is totally not going they way I was envisioning this posting, but so is most of my life…back to being royal, with the Christmas Spirit and all of that.

My apologies…just enjoy the regal picture and let me save face right now and sign off.

Bad…really bad.  Maybe next time I should try sharing a Christmas cookie receipt, I meant recipe.  Everyone loves that!  Golly, it’s only downhill from here…what the heck happened to the jolly, happy beginning?   My gosh…it’s the weather’s fault!

Merry Christmas….Feliz Navidad…at least that saves the day!

 

It’s just too much…snow in the blog…wreath on the car…lights on the yard…

dscn0724Yeah!  This business of this time of the year is just becoming too much!  I saw snow falling on my website and then I realized I needed to change the picture because it had fall flowers…so even tired as I am, I needed to change the scenery.  Here I am!  Tired from shopping, putting a wreath on my car, putting lights around the front door, talking with friends, eating a whole, what do call it…yes, eating a whole baguette, uhum…the whole thing with extra virgin olive oil, first cold pressed, because there’s a difference you know…three slices of maple turkey breast, with some left over cranberry sauce, which I made myself, with an orange, an apple, orange rind, cinnamon and some sugar.  Delicioso!

Do I look like the cat that ate a whole cow?  Because that’s how I feel…let’s go back to the business of the holidays.  I love this time of the year, but for a little old lady like me, this is getting to be quite a journey.  I just threw lipstick on, a scarf, a Santa hat I found in a box and told myself to smile.  My lips were moving, but the face was just doing nothing.  Looking its best worst it has looked in ages.  Let’s not even go to the hair issue, I feel it has some issues with the way I comb it, because it just wants to be depressed.  Did you notice the sweatshirt?  I was hoping it won’t be showing on the picture, but there it is.

Again… it was snowing on the blog, and something had to be done.  I know I’ll regret this picture tomorrow, but in the meantime…it was snowing on the blog and I look I am with what’s going on in life.

Thanks God there’s always tomorrow…and all my body pieces and accessories will be rested and will cooperate with me and look halfway decent.

In the meantime, enjoy the snow flakes, they look kind of round little pellets…but pretend it’s snow!

I have checked off the list the snowing business.

Let’s all have a Merry Christmas!

 

 

Years going by…leaves turning…freezing already…

dscn0525Yes, I am ready to rent a shack in Florida or the Caribbean, but I must swallow my pride and bundle up…layers upon layers…

Now, back to the real deal…After you reach the sixth decade plus…what a difference does it make?  A whole lot!!

For once, the maintenance on the body and mind reaches an all time high.  Before I go to bed…it takes another 24 hours to get ready to just try to close my eyes…some nights I just wish the sunrise will happen right after I go to bed.

Cremes, potions, exercise, meditation, prayers, checking for old and new changes on the face, neck, body, etc.  I keep a record of ones getting deeper and the ones just peeking into the surface.  Kid you not!

Now I am super excited!  Bought some new décor for Christmas…can’t wait to get my tiny house even prettier.  Are you getting it or did it just hit you that I am making things as I go along…my life is pretty tame right now…learning to play the guitar, rehashing French, the language, asking permission from one leg to move the other, counting my gray hair…yes, it is super exciting!  I caved in today after the temperature inside the tiny castle hit 62…so I turned on the heat…more trivial stuff so the word counter feels good about doing its job.

Life as a blogger, a happinista, fashionista, writer, peacemaker, artist, photographer, and some other stuff I don’t remember right now,  keeps me super busy and super happy.  Remember, it is not the context that matter, it is how many more words I can squeeze into this space.  Enough!  Only 328 words.  Have mercy on my soul and my mind.

Have you ever read something so scattered all over the place before?  I must admit, it is pretty bad…but at least I am typing, producing some kind of heat for the fingers.

Thank you!

Me and my new pal…Andrew…my guitar…

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This photo shoot session surely didn’t last long.  This temperamental model/artist was very impatient and short-tempered today.  Who knows what’s going on in her life.  She is supposed to be a happy contessa, but it seems not all is golden in Happyville.

Well, now I am back in the first person singular…I have a new pal, one that gives me another thing to do in my already busy life.  Already some of my fingers are becoming desensitized, meaning, I cannot feel certain area of them because I have been told I have to grow calluses on them.  Gross!  Can you imagine if I were to decide to get a boyfriend…If I were to give him massages, it would be like running sand paper down his back…But I want to learn to play the guitar, to sing one Spanish song that I just so love.  Maybe if I sing him the song while sanding him down, he won’t notice the pain.  Ay Dios, what imagination I have.

One day back in the 1990’s Ron, my husband and his son Kevin showed up at the house with this guitar that has been exclusively used for decoration since then.  I even bought a guitar stand.  They told me they bought it in a used stuff store, meaning, it was cheap and used.  But I love Andrew…that’s the name I have given to my pal, the guitar.

Now I am learning music, the brain has to coordinate between fingers, memory and execution.  Can I handle all of this at once?  It is like learning a new language, never mind I am learning German, Portuguese, French and some Italian.  One of these days my neurons are just going to go on strike…maybe I should take sign language also, just in case.  By December I should be able to play the jingle thing and sing it all at once.  In English and Spanish!

Frankly, I was getting tired of seeing my previous post, so I had to make this one up to change the scenery of the blog, just in case my international followers are wondering if I am still around.  Yes, I am still in circulation…wondering what new path to take right now in my life.

Life is short… really…so live hard and play loud!

 

Hipser…new word invented by me…seniors-don’t-wanna-be…that’s me…

DSCN0606Yep!  I have invented a new word…Hipser, seniors-don’t-wanna-be!  That,  in other words, is me.

Let me explain…there are categories of seniority…real seniors, seniors, seniors that wanna be, and seniors-don’t-wanna be.  No insult or demeaning to anyone who has achieved this milestone.  Some of us are already resting in peace.  Not a bad thing either.  Life is a catch-22…nothing is good and nothing is bad…it depends how you interpret things.

I went to an informational party put together by the city where I live, for senior citizens.  I was late because I had my exercise class.  I had about 15 minutes left, so there I went in my super cool outfit.  The ladies were focusing more on my shoe laces than anything else.  So…there was food to clog your arteries and send you into the ER in a second.  But who cares, enjoy the good stuff life has to offer, right?  Not me.  I was seeking information.  There was some music and as I said before, arteries clogging food.  I found a lady and finally got some information and on my way out, that’s when I came up with the word “Hipser.”  The fellow seniors in that meeting, a whole bunch of them…were in their late seventies and eighties.  I am this sixty’s babe…not a real senior yet.  Again…don’t mean to insult anyone.  A very dear friend, in her eighties, is one of my role models, so I do appreciate everyone.

There you have it, the birth of a new word and you have the privilege to be the first ones to be exposed to it.

Living my wonderful senior life one beautiful moment at a time.